"a caterpillar doesn't just grow into a butterfly. a caterpillar must undergo metamorphosis, and a cocoon is where a caterpillar risks it all: enters total chaos, undergoes total rebuilding, and is born to a new way of living. only in taking the risk of entering that inert cocoon can the caterpillar go from dormancy to potency, from ugliness to beauty."

Sunday, October 01, 2006

here i go again

"Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones,
as the wind blows out the candle and fans the bonfire."

--François Duc de La Rochefoucauld

of all guys in the world, why does it have to be always him?

i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him...

...and he's taking that for granted.

ayoko naaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... but... but...

i'm convinced he's worth this confusion-induced (and probably madness-driven) pain i'm feeling and this emotional rollercoaster ride i'm in. just a good thought about him is enough to warm up my heart and make it smile.

yes, he still inspires me.

i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him...

go ahead, hammer some sense back into me... or tolerate me. :D


  1. this reminds me of the lengthy conversations/debates between me and my friend about falling in love or falling for someone.

    i usually say that falling in love is all in the head and that we can all take full control of this process. i do want to elaborate my stand but i'm afraid it will consume a LOT of space in here.

    but anyway, i guess going through an emotional rollercoaster also has its rewards. plus, i think it'll be more exciting. and, if you're saying that you're inspired, then that should be a good thing. =)

    "of all guys in the world, why does it have to be always him?"
    A: probably because he's one of the luckiest people in the world. =)

  2. love is perfectly designed to mess up your head...

    if you drink i sooo suggest having A LOT of alcohol but if you dont, i suggest you start.. trust me it helps to stop thinking about the bad vibes.. hehehehe

  3. if you're really 'in-love', everything will fall in their proper places.

    The best description of alcohol - perfectly designed to mess up your head. so i am sooo against having a LOT of it. ;P

  4. Pisting yawang gugma, no? When confusion sets in, how I wish I was born a bird. No feelings. And what I best do is drop poop on miserable people. Hehe. Hey, relax lang Caterpillar. Remember, kailangang matapos ang thesis...

  5. kinsa man na day? hala la lagi ka nagasaba dah...

  6. A Sick Boy, i've tried rationalizing love and the process only muddled up my good head. i guess, it doesn't work that way.

    Shawty and gwapo_na_baktin, you two are messing up my head. hehe. joke.

    shawty, i know you love to drink and would love to have that drinking session (oktoberfest?) with you when i swing by davao late this month... but you'll be in luzon for the bisaya bloggers' sagada trip by then. waaah, i wanna go to sagada, too... but i can't be at two places at the same time.

    gwapo_na_baktin, yup... and i can't have too much alcohol in my system. it's not healthy.

    Abaniko, i find it amusing when love and pamalikas go together. impact factor.

    Anonymous, hala, kinsa man sab ka? hehe.


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